Finding Tisha

                             
            The first word she said that had me hooked were "Are you gonna follow back or should I un follow u?"..That was a bruise on my Ego..I was wondering if I was so into myself not to notice her, so I apologised. She asked me to follow her, maybe she would follow me again, that got my attention so i decided Ok, let's see how this goes, I followed her back and then began my self acclaimed sub Conscious Hypnosis .
  
          It must have been her skills with Semantics and Syntax or her way with words, but whatever it is or was, I found myself intrigued. I really don't know what it is about her, but there seemed to be something about her that gets me off, not in a sexual way cos I don't think she would roll that way, based on her statement that "Ever heard of a spirit having sex?" But she turns me on, Intellectually that is..
  Right at first chat, I asked for her contacts, phone, email, bbm anything to make me closer to this Woman who oozes Maturity and finesse as easy as breathing for Air.
    


  My Persona night walker, though that might be assuming too much, she's never available at d time I am, I always have to make time to be on to get her and those are Late Unholy hours but I make sure it happens when I can because there's something about Tisha. 
    That's what she calls herself, I think she's a ghost but what she said when I said so was and I quote "To be honest, I'm enjoying ur game, but i don't plan on cupid's arrow getting me any time soon, i need my head in the game, so love...This ghel isn't playing"
 So I went back to the drawing board, skimming in my head on how to go about this, she said I am Anonymous, that gives me the freedom to move in between matters, do what I need to do uninhibited. I felt it was a normal joke so I played along, tried all I could to get her to trust me to no Avail. I had a feeling she was sent to make an impact in my life, she made me think I was right when she said. " I am a son of God, washed in the blood of the lamb, sanctified, called out and trusting Jesus..." I thought she was an Angel, I was like, I've been asking God to send me a personal Angel cos I always had the dream of doing it with one and I never expected him to send me a male angel, her Reply was ". Male/Female, in the eyes of God, we are spirit... When you are weak, you should depend on the holy ghost" In my mind I was like, I know the Holy Ghost, I get high on liquor and see Ghosts so it ain't a new thing. If the holy Ghost resides here, The niccur gonna get High, probably Abandon Ship.
 She only comes out to play at midnight, hence I dubbed her little cinderella, but she said she is little Red Riding Hood, cos she kicks butt, I gave her enough Drama to hold her attention for one hour. She conceded on the fact that I was a crazy dude and for you peeps that know me, you know I try. This has been the hardest I've been run around by a girl, its been four months now but just one month of talking on and off, not steadily really but when Tisha is on, I feel as if something is complete within me, I keep wondering what I have gotten myself into. Here she was dropping the kind of Classics I admire, yet I haven't seen a picture of her Except one which she eventually Denied wasn't hers..So there is no face, no voice, Just a Name to this Specimen who inspired the slogan @KolobiurSista which is my twitter handle anyway. Hopefully the next time I get to talk to this Mystery Woman, I would have something new to share with you peeps but till then..Keep it cool and I love you al

Delusion

I sat alone in my room trying to get a hold of myself. Lately things have been getting worse, I didn't know if I was under a curse. This was the tenth time I was seeing him, and he made me embarrass myself at work today. I just got into the car after a hard day's work, I adjusted my mirrors and 'Boo ya' there he was sitting on the back seat smiling at me, I jumped out of the car alerting the security who rushed towards me. On second check, they realized that my back doors were locked and there was no way someone could have gone out, they asked me what drug I was on. I apologized that I wasn't feeling fine, Got into the car and drove home. See, on getting home, Sleep became a problem. He had taken over my Night Rest, I realized For me to be seeing him during the day, Got me real scared...like a thief under the covers of the night,he stealthily comes in to raid my dreams, adding nightmares...I have been diagnosed with insomnia by the Doctors and no matter what they try or do, how much pills I pop, I just can't imagine sleeping..I can hear him laughing in my subconscious ,that throaty sound like blunders on a piece of machinery. At nights I can't sleep, candle reflections on the wall, I keep seeing visions of me burning alive, I keep peeping out of my window, scanning down the streets to see if there was anyone lurking in the shadows, checking to see if the windows were locked....I can see him walking outside, making a silhouette, I delve deep under the covers, Eyes closed I gripped my Gun and counted to ten,When I open my eyes, He was gone. I sit alone in my four cornered room, I keep tossing and turning, I got so paranoid I decided to get a gun, I sleep with my finger on the trigger, My girlfriend thinks I am imagining things but there's someone watching me so I also need to watch my back. I aint going out without a fight.










I am a Movie Star, I have big cars, I'm self-made, I didn't get to be where I was without stepping on rods. I made sure I paid my dues but, I don't believe in God, but trust me since this started, I have been frequenting a monastery close to me. The clergyman told me to pray. I attend service like everyday after work , Donating most of my money to the church, taking up most charity events , giving to the poor. Then when I sleep,I hear him whisper at night deep in my dreams, the wicked laugh followed by a sickening Groan, No amount of money or Good deed can save you..Your soul is mine...I stopped going to church, took a week off work and locked myself in the house. Day by day its impossible to cope, most people started wondering why I nervously look behind me when I walk, when I drive he occasionally appears on my Hood with a Bang, I often drift when I drive, I zone out in traffic, most time driving my car off the rails


I started Having fatal thoughts of suicide.
I wondered if it was a stalker, or a crazy fan, I decided to hire special security officers but my boys talked me out of it. It would come out that I was unstable and it would get the press on my case. Tonight I decided to hang out with the boys, get drunk maybe I could get him out of my mind, Just there after getting high, I decided to pick up the tab, the bar tender said someone already picked it up, I asked who? he pointed behind me and there he was waving at me again. I told dash and Michael, so we watched him. He stood up picked up his Cloak and walked out of the Bar..this was the dude that was tailing me..We went to the car and loaded up,Then we walked behind him, He turned into an alley, increasing his movements to a running speed,.So we sped up the pace, turned the corner to find it was a dead end. there was no trace of this *Niccur*.heaving a sigh of relief I looked back and there he was..I pulled out my Gun and shot at him..He went down, but I was so sure he wasn't done with me. I turned to move and there he was in front of me, How he got there so fast I didn't know, he grabbed me by the lapels of my coat, Blood dripping out of his chest and gave me a right hook that got my head banging. That's the dude that has been messing with my dreams, It was dark in the alley so we went Local on him. I got a bat from the dash and swung. He fell and stood up again, we rushed him, he started running away so I tackled him on the Pavement, I began to pummel away, I bit him, head butted him on the Concrete and he stopped moving. I felt satisfied, then I noticed people looking at me, that was when I looked up, my boys were gone, the Bogey Man was gone, my hands were Bloody from Punching the hard Gravel floor.
My mind has been mucking with me


The New York Herald Headline
Popular Actor Goes Psychotic ,Shooting Gun at Imaginary Adversary ,Pummelled invisible enemies to Dust .. Lawyers request Asylum...

The Vanishing

                      
The steady vanishing has been increasing, no one knows why, no one had any reason to be suspicious, majority thought it was just a case of people refusing to turn up for work, or maybe the young ones got it into their head to try a case of the modern Indian stories and eloped with their loved ones




  Here I was at work, waiting for the clock to chime 5pm, waiting for everyone to be done with work so we can all go to our respective homes, I stood up to go into the john, relieved myself and the lights flickered, I took a deep breath and opened the door to the office, and there was no one, coffees were left on the table, computers were still running but there was not a soul in the whole Microsoft officers i felt something, i started getting nervous, i looked around me and there was nothing, the lights flickered off again and i heard a deep scream.

     

                  That sounded like the voice of my boss so I ran into Mr Kingston's office where he always sat minding our business and there was no one there. His computer was on, there was a red light beeping on the phone, there was an active call on hold but all i could hear was static from the other side. Thinking this was an episode of prank, i started laughing and walked towards the lobby, then i realized the security guards were gone too but their clothes were lying idle on the chair. I walked outside the building, saw different cars on head on collision but the drivers and the passengers were not in them, no sign of a struggle just empty clothes with no sign of matter in them, the sun started going down,and i heard a deep scream, ran towards the sound i heard , getting there i saw a kid, he couldn't have been more than 10 years old, eyes filled with terror. I stumbled back as i saw the shadows close in on him, all the light surrounding him going out and just like that he was gone, i screamed but there was no one to hear me, i brought out the flash light on my phone and used it to illuminate myself, just then the battery went off, i saw a car parked nearby, there was someone in it I begged him to let me come in and share part of his car lights but he just kept staring at me, then and there i decided to take to my heels and then i felt it closing in on me, i kept running but there was nothing i could do, the space grew smaller and then i watched myself get sucked inside, first my legs, my waist and that was the end of me....
   





              

                        My name is Johnny and today is i got engaged.I woke in bed to a note from my fiancee. Aby telling me  not to stay up for her,that she was going to be late coming in, i smiled a happy man because she just made me happy, the best that ever happen d to me. It was some minutes to 6 and i decided to take a walk down the street, i went out of the hotel and realized it was too quiet, got to the reception and  the receptionist was gone, i took a look in the lobby there was no one there but everything was normal, the computers were running, the elevators were working, there just seemed to be a decrease in the population, i turned and saw a little girl staring at me, i was relieved to see someone so i took a step towards her but she screamed and took to her heels, I ran after her watching her turn the corner and then she was gone, I took a look at my wristwatch and to my alarm it was 12pm and yet it was pitch black, how time sped so fast i didn't know but i was so sure some minutes ago it was 6.35 in the evening, all of a sudden i started hearing screams here and there and i remembered i was supposed to meet up with Aby at the florist so I took the nearest car i could find driving like a possessed man to the florist. Getting there i saw Aby trying to run out of the door but something was drawing her back, I came down and she saw me, MY BABY SHE SCREAMED AND I RAN Towards HER TO HELP,THEN THE LIGHTS flickered again, going off and my Aby was gone, lost in the shadows, all that was left were her shoes, clothes and bag, i didn't know if it was my imagination but then it came straight at me,the shadow, encompassing everything around, hurtling straight for me as I ran back inside the car, locked up the doors and turned up the lights, the shadows covered everywhere except the lightened part of the car, then it started moving back as I heard a knock at the car window, there was this distraught man, asking me to let him come in, i refused and he started to run away, i watched him run for a bit and then poof the shadows went at him and poof he vanished into thin air.
      

i was distraught, scared, hearing screams, and right then the street bust into life and different people started running into the streets and kept on vanishing into thin air I started the car and drove towards the outskirts of town, it was then that i passed the Airline Cinema, the lights were on so i left the car and ran in. There was a cinema on, the flicks were rolling but it looked like everyone left abruptly, wasn't a firm believer in God but then i was forced to think this is beyond the supernatural, beyond what I believed in, i started to question myself and wondered why i never believed in God, if it wasn't too late, if he could still somehow get me out of this. Then i walked outside and saw the church lights were on and i ran there, I got in there and couldn't even resist laughing it had been here and it had taken so many people, i went hysterical, even the priest was gone from the altar, the only signs that he was there was the bible and his cape left on the floor, I guess it is true when they say it is only God that knows those that really worship him in spirit and in truth,  started to go out, when i heard the scratching nose and all the windows of the church blew out, then i saw it, i thought light was stronger than darkness but the darkness took out every light in the church, then it came straight for me, it stopped and laugh then came at me, conjuring a scythe flaming at both ends he motioned for me to stretch forth my hand, I did and then he struck and i felt a pain much bigger, stronger and deeper than anything i had ever felt before so i screamed.

    My screams brought my fines to my room, she asked what was wrong with me, i opened my eyes and blinked, it was sunny outside, i was relieved she was here in with me, the street were filled with people running about their daily businesses what a bad dream i just had, i took her into my arms and hugged her, it was then that i saw the imprint left on the hand i had stretched forth, the hand that took the blow from the scythe, In tiny letters, three words and numbers stared at me.                                           

              PRINCE OF. DARKNESS
                        6 6 6

HookWinked (the series of events)

I woke up to a funny feeling, the Bed was so warm, my head was foggy, like I had cobwebs in my head, I sat up and shook my head trying to get my bearings right, slowly the Events of the night before  came to me and I smiled. I must have had too much Andre and Vodka cause I started feeling the beginnings of a headache, I lay back on the bed and felt that warm liquid again, shit I thought,  I must have peed myself. I turned to roll on the bed when I felt a mess around me, it then registered that I wasn't alone, I concentrated my thoughts and I remembered the beautiful maiden that was coming on to me so strong at rehab yesterday. I couldn't remember what happened cos of the drinks, but I suspected we came back to the hotel together, instantly I got a hard-on, feeling horny I started touching her boobs but I got no response, I rubbed my hands down her thighs, Still I got no response, I switched on the light to see what was wrong,That was when I let out a loud scream.

    My High pitched scream brought banging on my door, I was amiss as to what to do, right there in front of me, her eyes were open but were devoid of life, then I noticed the slit on her throat, including the blood congealing on the bed, that made me scream again, which made the door to the hotel room get bust open and the security men came rushing in. The moment they saw the body I knew I was in trouble. The police were called and i was taken away. I was at PANTI (baddest Sona-like prison in Naija) for a while, that I knew the full details of what I had gotten into. It seems the Lady found dead in my hotel room was the daughter of a prominent Senator who has been missing for a week, her whereabouts not known and no ransom calls made. I cupped my hands on my head, I didn't know what to do, I had no memory of the events of the night or what happened while I was asleep. Then interrogations began over night and what I went through, I can't even begin to describe to you. Suffice to say I went to Hell and back. It took a week before my family even knew what i was into. There was nothing they could do to help me, I had no idea of what happened to me, no memories and no explanation of how that Lady got into my bed or how she ended up dead. It appeared an open and shut case, I was arraigned to go to court a week from after, my Lawyer's advised was to plead guilty due to Psychiatric Psychological problems. The necessary documents were prepared to back up our claims. On the day I was to appear in Court, I was summoned to the investigation room, on getting there I was told I got a letter. I opened it, the headings threw me in shock. There were just two sentences. I told you I was going to get you back. How do you like your new accommodation. Right there I took a trip down memory lane. The last time I heard those words was when I walked Hamzat out of my life. She was a two timing bitch and nagged like heck, I got fed up and decided to call it quits. but could she be behind this? I thought it could be a coincidence or someone was playing pranks on me...
 

  We got to the Court and my case was called and my lawyer pleaded temporary insanity, I just zoned out and closed my eyes. Suddenly I had goosebumps, I opened my eyes and what I saw shook me to my bone marrow, there was Hamzat walking into the court room, but that was not enough reason for me to be distraught except I saw the dead Lady,who had been in my Bed walking behind her and smiling at me. I screamed and starting pointing to where they sat and shouted Ghost,Ghost, the whole courtroom went into turmoil, People looked at where I was pointing and shook their heads, I heard people whispering. What a waste, so he is actually crazy, this one is going to Yaba left oo. They both sat there smiling at me. I tried calling my lawyer's and the judge's attention but none answered me, then I jumped off the docket and ran towards where they sat and peered deep into their face. She laughed and said, "Got ya" The security whisked me back to my dock and restrained me. Then the judge passed her sentence, I was to be remanded to a mental institution for life with no hope of release or ever getting a shot at freedom. At 29, my whole life just ended, I turned to where Hamzat and the girl with no name sat, and saw them walking off to the judge and saying Thank u Mommy,you are simply the BEST......she laughed an said,' that will teach him not to mess with the El rufais," they turned to the other girl and said, nice work Zainab. That's when it clicked, the girl with no name, the girl who was supposedly dead in my room was Hamzat's cousin Zainab who I had heard was an actress in the UK but had no luxury of meeting. I started to call the attention of my Lawyer to these details, my heart broke when I saw him walk towards the circle and plant a deep kiss on Zainab's lips.

HeartBreak----Shola's story

                                        
    


I always wondered why people contemplate suicide..When they say people have suicide tendencies I keep thinking that's one of the impossible truths in the Word. Not until I became a victim did I realize the truth that had been staring in my face all month long.

Suicidal thoughts are real.

 Mine came in the form and face of the greatest evil ever created,A pretty young woman named Elsie..I stand at the edge of the bridge,gathering up the last ounce of courage I have so I could take the leap of faith to meet death,Slowly I let my mind draw back to that faithful day,under the Mango tree that I met my Angel.

      Twas was like it is said in the movies,A feeling beyond what words could explain,There she was ,walking with the wind,Even in the midst of her three friends,she stood out,like a sore apple in a basket. I was tongue_tied,I thought do angels still come exist in human forms?She saw me staring and smiled,then made a yuck face at me. I lowered my gaze in embarrassment and fixed my eyes on an invisible spot on my shoes as she walked by. Then I heard a voice behind me,saying ,"Will ya rather stare at your shoes all day or say hi?I was surprised and lifted my head and there she was. My heart skipped a bit,my palms went sweaty,and I nearly piss myself,All I could muster was an inaudible stutter of hiiiiiiiiii. She smiled at me again and walked away while shaking her finger at me.

    Trust me,I couldn't sleep that night,Never had I met a lady that could render me speeches.. I spent the whole night researching on things to do,what to say,how to go about it,where to start from..Series of stuffs floated on my mind as I drifted off to Sleep. The next day,I waited at d same spot,but she wasn't there,same for the next and so on,I was checking out d hangout on the 5th day ,and still no show.

I had already given up and was walking towards my car when I heard that sensual sultry voice from a distance,The voice of ma dreams,the sweet tormentor of my dreams whisper,Did u enjoy waiting and Searching?

Once again I was tongue tied..She knew I was looking for her,She knew so she stayed away,making me pine for her. Right there I decided that She was a prick tease and I told her so.

She just smiled and introduced herself. I asked her out to lunch and told her,I just needed her in my life..She gave me a Yimu and said what should she do with her Fiancée?..My heart broke into thousand fragments,yet she was laughing....I should have noticed the warning lights from how she was just turning my switch on and off..She gave me an elbow and said she was just kidding.

   That was the beginning of the best 3 years of my life,We won the best couple award,Best Relationship,Best dressed couple,etc....After school I asked to meet her folks but she declined saying her dad was a retired major, who would shoot my balls off..We kid about it,I took her home,introduced her to my moms as my wife to be...My moms asked her to bring her folks so we could make things formal. And that's when things went down the drain..

    Elsie became a changed person after that,She started avoiding me and I couldn't even fathom what I did wrong,Finally she told me we Needed to talk,I went to her house,To find my baby in tears,what moved her to such I couldn't even begin to think. Then she broke the news..She was pregnant,two months late..It was tears of joy and we both embraced each other once more and I left to break the news to mom,The next day we went to the hospital to start her checkups,I was strutting around like the alpha male. I felt more in love with Elsie for this gift she gave me, Finally we could probably go to meet her parents,Maybe its just koboko her dad will use and no Guns since I got his daughter preggies and I was ready to marry her.

So with so much joy in my heart,I called my friends and we all went to our spot to hangout ,taking on much booze to celebrate my Good news. Maybe if I had just stayed home that day,Maybe just maybe I wouldn't be standing at the edge of this bridge wishing to jump. That was when I met David, David was invited to come celebrate with me by my good friend Thomas.David,didn't know the occasion or me either,but the pull of women and wine brought him that fateful day.

In the midst of the celebration with so much pride,I showed him my Wife's picture and he just slumped..We rushed him to the nearest hospital and that was when I heard the story of my life.

My fiancee was his Elder sister,I found that hard to believe since Elsie said she was the only Child,

I wasn't braced for the real shocker and when it came,i couldn't handle it .

Elsie my Love was a replica of his sister also named Elsie.

She died in a ghastly motor accident 3 years on the Benin-ore road.

I did my calculation,it meshes with the time I met my Elsie.

I was astounded and called my mom who said Elsie just got back from the hospital,already made our food and was relaxing in her room,We all Rushed to my place and My moms was surprised,We opened the room and their was no sign of Elsie, I showed dave the pictures I had and he showed me the one he had in his wallet,it was a perfect match.

We checked the whole house and their was no sign of her...Oh my God,What have i been dating ? ,I burst into tears,while people tried consoling me,I had lived and loved a dead person for 3 years.

It was then I remembered she had my Baby in her Womb.

Retribution ..The Final Acts of an Apostle

                          

JEREMY
   She disgust me,she thinks I am a saint,I hate her. He kissed her,that dumb jeremy had to kiss her and even had thoughts on copulation! with her,the thought drove me Mad. The dumb fool wanted to make me impure with coitus. I was smarter, I beat him to it...I went back to the car and picked the axe, made a decision to just end it right there. Then I saw that she forgot her shoes and shawl in the Car. Picking them up I walked slowly to the door, lifted a finger to click on the bell when the Door pulled open..She was full of smiles to see me at the Door, I lifted my hand to show her items and then pointed to the hand that held the Axe. It took a few seconds for it to probably register,She opened her mouth to scream but I hit her square across the face. Closing the door,I proceeded to give them their final offering. She was alive when I severed first her arm from her body,Then the right leg,I made a incision on her tummy and cut her clean ,opening her up watching her intestine and organs spill out,she let out a soft moan and I knew she was going to give up,I plucked out her two eyes and replaced them on the two nipple point. I stood up to take a final look at my handiwork,Smiling in satisfaction because I was so sure I had reached the zenith inside of me,I felt a feeling ,it was close to pity,for here lies a woman with great potential and I just snuffed the Life force out of her
    With a shrug of my shoulders,I Closed the door,proceeded to walk down the alley,when I heard running footsteps,I took to my heels ,My flight took me to a fire escape,which I climbed on to find a lucky window open. I peeped into and saw her at the phone trying to call 911.Right there I knew what I had to do. She walked towards the fridge to get a drink which gave me ample time to creep in,take out the cable of the house phone and wait till she dialed while grinning behind her. Suddenly she paused and I knew she had felt my presence turned to face me,then she screamed .
    Her last thought while she screamed would probably be why did I have that satisfied smile on my Face ,just one swoop and it was over .I looked deep in her eyes as the life force drained out of it,till the light faded,taking in the moment,feeling the power I had,the power I had over all of them .I sat down to chop her into little beautiful pieces, when I heard a loud sound, I felt something warm between my shoulder, I thought it was her blood, then I heard a second bang. I coughed, spitting out blood in the process. My mind registered it late, I turned and Saw him, a smoking pistol barrel in this deathlike grip, I faced the dead woman, lifted my head and looked at the room a second time, the clothes thrown about, it was then I realised she wasn't alone..I had made a mistake, I had forgotten about the feet in the alley, I totally ignored the picture on the desk, and the fact that this Woman wasn't alone ..In my Rage for another kill, I acted rashly..These were the last thought on my Mind as I fell on the carpet and Went Blank..






Police officials are still at wit ends trying to explain the events of the night and its occurrence, The Gory sight makes many make the sign of the cross and even pagans call on one form of Supreme being or the other..Civilians were waiting for the news to hit the daily times,but since it wasn’t the first of the Petal stalker, the sights didn’t amaze or surprise them.
  The events of the night spills out to different parties in different way's the civilians a sense of relief that there would be no more kidnapping or killings in this form and that they can finally walk with their mind at rest,To the police ,Enormous pressure relieved from their shoulders to put an end to the mysterious event that has been happening,In general we could agree that Finally the feeling that justice has been served is at the tops of everyone's mind, a feeling common to everyone except a distraught Steven who couldn’t believe Chloe was gone, With one look at the police and detectives on the scene, he walks away with a smirk on his face and the murder weapon hidden well in this cloak.

Retribution B...........i see you

Chloe

I2.55am. There was tales that it was the witching hour but it’s always hard to believe in heresy There was an eerie feeling sweeping over the whole house and Goose bumps crawling all over our bodies. Yes our bodies were glued together in throes of ecstasy, our moans and intensity of lovemaking was breathtaking. My fiancé Stephen was in town and we were catching up with sex. I have so much missed this feeling and poetry of our lovemaking. Nothing ever distracts us when we were in our Sensual world yet all that could not dead us to the Cold shriek we heard that tore into our subconscious and the maniacal laughter that followed...We managed to sneak out to the window to get a look and the ally was dark as usual, Stephen took his pistol, checked the rounds and despite my pleading, decided to go scope out the alley. I locked the door and after waiting a while decided to pick my home phone to call 911. Feeling a great urge to have a drink, I went to get a bottle of water. On my way back to the phone, I heard a scratching sound which I ignored, I picked up the phone and dialed 911, I was asked to state my emergency and then the line disconnected. That was when I first noticed the stench and the Strong smell of blood filled the room, I turned and there he was, so innocent and handsome. Then he smiled @ me and lifted his hand and I saw the Axe I let out a blood churning scream and my whole world went dark.

Stephen

 I was so happy coming home to Chloe; I have missed her so much. There is no other Woman who makes my heart beat with anticipation than Chloe. God, I am so in love with her. Got an early break from Iraq and flew home. Home is where the heart is and Chloe is everything I have and more. Right there we were making love so late in the night like we loved doing, doused in each other's sweat, the passion sky rocketing when I heard it, I increased the intensity of the lovemaking, but it still pierced through and from the way Chloe stiffened her body, I knew she must have heard it too. So I opened my eyes and saw her looking @ me. We disentangle our body and I reached for the drawer where I kept my service pistol. She tried to stop me but I kissed her and told her everything would be alright..Then I opened the door and walked the alley, looking for what could have let out such a scary sound. I heard running feet, I turned and braced myself to shoot, but there was nothing. Then I saw her and despite all my experience as a Captain in Iraq, despite all the mutilation and death I had seen, that could not stop the dizziness and nauseating feeling that came over me. This was total mutilation.

    What remained of a once beautiful woman was nothing but limbs, bones and sinews. What kind of heartless entity would do this? These were the thoughts running amuck in my head when I heard a second scream this time louder than the first, and it registered, that was Chloe's voice, oh my God, I prayed as I started running towards the apartment. Not my Chloe, Please Lord. I heard the faint sounds of sirens in the distance. Jesus please, not my Chloe.

Adam

I was on the night shift at work when I heard a scream. It was a chilling scream, the kind that makes your heart stop and the maniacal laughter that followed...I instantly knew he had struck Again. Oh why couldn't he be caught? Why can't anyone come up with a plan to catch him..? Yes I knew who he was, but I couldn't bear to come forth with the information. I have complicated things right from the first murder.   

 This would be d 25th and yet no one knows who The Petal Stalker was except me. I just concentrated on my work knowing the next day the details would be over the news...He was very good, but he believed he was not flawed. I schooled him, yes I taught him everything he knew, even I myself was lucky I found salvation and was able to resist the pull, you always hear them buzzing in your head, telling you what to do, I was lucky to be redeemed. I turned my attention to the lovely lady in front of me, she had a lovely smile, the kind that attracted me, her skin felt soft when our hands touched and I handed the items she bought to her, she smiled again and against my wishes, the Buzzing in my head took over and I knew it has started all over again.

Retribution..... A.

Doctor Sanders.

               I was very happy when he asked me out to dinner; he never deserved what was happening to him. There wasn't much he could do about it, and I never could betray a patient doctor relationship and have him incarcerated. My reasons, very selfish and personal, one was because he was so full of life and handsome, he was a good talker and careful listener. I found the role reversed and i telling him more of my inner demons than his. I believed the murders and act he said he had done were impossible and all imaginations. How could a young man like him do all that? He was so pure, very meticulous in all he did; I must admit I fell in love with him at first sight. Today is the final session of our 6month counseling program. I believed by asking me out he was better and changed and ready to move forward with his life. Here I was waiting for the bell to ring, all dressed up and looking good for the occasion. He came right on time and we went to a 5 star restaurant on the Sea side. A very lovely candle light dinner and we shared so much over that meal than we had in 6months of therapy. It was a bright moonlight evening and we decided to take a walk on the shore. Hand in hand, toes in sand we played like kids, he stopped and moved a runaway hair on my face, the moon illuminating his face, then he kissed me, It was the best day of my life. He was such a gentleman. I was in different minds as to how the night would end, but I knew deep inside of my thoughts were little ideas of how to get him into my bed tonight.  Looking at the time I realized it was getting close to 1am. Thank Goodness I didn't have to work tomorrow. I asked him in and he declined politely, said it was for best for me for him not to come in, then he kissed me again and said goodnight, he left and I leaned back against the door thinking there goes another one. Resigned to my loneliness, I noticed I was without my shoes and shawl. Shaking my head at my high school girl giddiness, I stood up to open the door to call after him, then I heard the bell ring, Oh he must have found it, I thought,. I opened up, took a look at his face only to realize he was crying, I asked if everything was alright and then I noticed the glint in his eyes, the weird smile on his face and When he threw back his head and let out a throaty laugh, I started getting scared. he lifted his hand to show me my shoes and shawl and pointed to his left hand, that was when I saw the Axe.. I screamed OMG!!! Stop, No please, Even as the door struck me in the face and I fell on the floor, I still couldn't believe this was happening to me, I thought I understood him more, I thought he just successfully negotiated a trying time, i guess I was wrong. Yet I know He isn't the monster they say he is, that he is capable of love and compassion, and Also I was sure that I would always love him.

JEREMY

They told me I would be free, all they needed was just one more. It never ends, they keep asking for one more after each one. So tonight I decided to throw them a party. I asked her out earlier in the morning .She was kind to me but she broke the rules. She knew who I was, yet she treated me like I was a Saint. I had 24 to my name. I was as popular as the president and yes as insignificant as a drop of water in the ocean. But I was a celebrity, albeit an unknown one. So we went out, had dinner and played on the beach. The way she ran on the sand and I chased her reminded me of numbers 2, 15 and 24 when I struck the final blow, I wanted to do her right there, end this pain and suffering. Then she stopped and turned to face me giving me a sweet smile. It stopped my heart, all thoughts of what I planned to do to her tonight go out of my head. She was the only one who tried to understand me, never called me crazy.

Right there I broke my rule, I broke their rule. I kissed her; It felt like there was a synch in our soul. Right there I realized I could and would never lift my hand to touch her. I looked at the time and realized it was getting close to the time they usually take control of me. I rushed her home and she was thinking I was doing that because I wanted to get into her bed, gave her a kiss and she invited me in, which I refused. I had to get far away from her before it began. I got to the car and saw she forgot her shoes and shawl, I ran to her door to give it to her. Then I went blank…they had taken over

Addiction 2

                                                

           I had seen the beauty in his soul, and knowing what lied within the walls of his insecurity and fear, I could not give up. He was simply too magnificent, and I wanted to free him, to be the key that unlocked him from the prison I knew he was in. I knew that once he realized that I was true, that he could trust me, and that I was everything he could ever want and more, our bond would be invincible.

               As our relationship progressed, he gave just enough, but never enough. He was constantly searching for a reason to doubt me – going through my things, and thinking that I was lying to him about where I was when I was away from him. It was a game he played. One minute we were close, and the next he was accusing me of betrayal and lies. It was agony for me, as I was powerless. I could not control his faulty beliefs        But I wanted to. I wanted more. I craved his touch. I lived in the memory of his caress, and the ecstasy that went along with it, and I could not give up my attempts to win him over.
                  I wanted to prove to him that he could trust me. I wanted him to give me that feeling of complete and absolute bliss all the time, I needed to feel his love, I craved it, and it ached in the deepest way.
I surrendered to his power. I gave him control, and he took it, greedily, and used it to hurt me.
I did everything he asked. My entire existence revolved around him, and earning his love.
I made sacrifices on his behalf. I worshiped him, and I laid down my life to serve him. I gave up everything. All I wanted to do was be with him, for him to touch me and make love to me as i had always dreamt of and imagined.

               But no matter how much I gave, no matter what I did, it was never enough, and he still couldn’t trust. Without his trust, he couldn’t love me completely and he held back from me the love I had felt before. I felt rejected, and it hurt. I was deeply pained, and broken-hearted. This caused me great sorrow, as I had truly done it all. I did all he wanted, yet he still didn’t believe that I was faithful, that I loved him.
What was I to do?

                                                                           
           He was all I had, as I gave up my family and my friends for him. I sacrificed time with my children, had given him money, gift, clothes, drugs – and my love – all of it went to him. I had nothing left, and still neither he, nor I was satisfied.

         I became depressed, miserable in my present state, yet he no longer provided refuge. I was desperate, and I was draining slowly to empty. I could feel the life seeping from my soul. I had lost myself in him, and was floating alone in a sea of despair.

         He thought there was something wrong with me, and said I was crazy.It was always a turpsy turvey relationship,one moment he was the reason of my smiles and the next the cause of excruciating pain.He certainly had my number and could dial me up in ways he wanted and leave me hanging to fall into an emotional abyss of my own making.I so desperately wanted him to be there for me.

              He is like a chameleon,acclimating to each situation and enviroment,not giving much to it but taking in all it has to offer ,then if it gets bored,it moves to another .Slowly his love for me turned to hatred and it was obvious from the moment he changed from saying I love you to just Love you.Call me crazy ,even as written as those words are and he didnt necessarly have to say it,i could feel the difference and lack of emotions in the words Love you..Overtime it dwindled...I was losing him and there was nothing i could do about it...
      
         In my moments of sadness, he abandoned me, and I was all alone.I needed him to be there for me but he left.i have always been there for him for 4 years and just when i needed him to be there for me,he wasn't,i guess i shouldnt have been surprised as he had never been there or had my back throughout the entire relationship,But you can't blame me.i had seen his beauty and what he could do when he wants to be a darling ,i see the light in his darkness,it makes me constantly hope for the change,the next curve,the next bend where he would come back to me and when he didnt,the self loathing and hatred began.
      
  

                                            


Hell is a place for those beyond redemption,i was in one and knew the feeling.This young man deserves to be in hell,i know he would have many friends there,he is like a little demon,a little squirming bug that catches you when you are defenceless,sneaks a bite at u and runs into hiding.I do not hate him,i just pray karma fucks him up as much as he fucked me.,So fuck him,fuck his little spineless games,fuck his self righteousness,fuck his life,fuck his existence,may he burn in the fires of hell,

The waves of self-hatred and regret crashed on me like the tsunami, destroying all hope.
I drifted in the turbulence of torment, and struggled to stay afloat, flooded by the swells of my tears. I was lost in the current, unable to see solid ground.
I feared I would die, and was overcomed with the regret of my life, and the position I was now in.

       I do not wish him bad anymore,After a divine intervention i realised I no longer need or want this man whom I thought I loved so much. I have something better, that is not based on need. I have love – true, unconditional love.  
      
       This man, whom I loved so much, did not love me. He couldn’t, because he had not love in his heart, as real love comes from God. He despised God, and had closed the door for God to enter.
He used me. He manipulated me.A selfish self centered spineless fool,who took me for a fool and played me. He took advantage of my vulnerability but he is just human and i dont blame him,he is not enlightened and i dont judge him for his ignorance.he is just a phase i had to pass through to get to where i am now.A place of unlimited hapiness and a love so supreme its power still amaze me.
       
             But I still love him, because I have the love of God within me, and my love is real, unconditional, forgiving, and pure. I do not judge or condemn. I want for him to know this, and I pray that someday he will come to know this for himself, as even he is worthy of God’s love.The love we give away, is the only love we keep...To love is not to look at one another, but to look together in the same direction

Oh, and did I mention the name of the man?
ADDICTION
                                                           

Addiction 01

      When I met her, I was withered, having been betrayed by many and longing desperately to meet my Princess ,My one in a million , one who would truly love me, and more importantly, make me feel loved.
     We talked for hours on end, and she listened attentively as I opened my heart to her. Her, like me, had been through a lot, and we could relate to each others’ pain. We just connected, on a very basic level, and as we grew close, I found myself more and more attracted to her.
      She was beautiful,in heart and body. She radiated understanding and affection. I was immediately attracted to her, like a magnet, I drew near, and the close I got, the stronger the pull.
     One night, as we were talking, our Minds met, and before I knew it, we were tangled in a sea of passion. It was intense, and unlike anything I had ever experience – it was hot, and we were on fire.                                                                                                            Her kiss was deep and wild, and I was engulfed with passion. It was pure and raw, and completely uninhibited.
Her eyes pierced me with desire. She wanted me and I knew it. I loved it, to feel her need, and when she laid her hands on me
I felt the waves of electricity flow through my body as if I had been lit on fire
And fire it was

           I was dry as the desert, and my skin parched, and the heat sparked raging flames of desire fueled by my thirst
I had turned to dust, and the slightest wind was about to blow me away. I was desperate for substance. My life was empty, and I longed to be loved, to feel loved, and special.
        She was the answer to my prayers, my Joan of Arc, come to rescue me from my despair.
The flames of my desire for her were all consuming
I morphed into a famished beast, starving, and I attacked. Biting away the raw meat as if I hadn’t eaten for months. Licking furiously at her loins
                       She tasted GOOD
My mouth bathed in the taste of her skin, I could feel her pulse as I ripped into her thighs
The flavor of her body was intoxicating, and the pleasure I felt was pure ecstasy
My body convulsed in waves of pleasure that I had never even thought possible
Licking and biting the raw meat of her Essence I became a like wild animal
         I devoured her. I was insatiable. With every bite I felt more alive.
She nourished me, and fed me. She was my elixir of pain, my cocktail of sensation and escape from the barren life I had known.

Together, we built an atomic bomb, feeding on itself and exploding with need.
I would do anything for her.
     She had brought me back to life, and I could not live without her,
She was the cure of all my ailments and she alone soothed my pain.
She knew exactly what I needed. She understood my suffering. She had felt it herself. she numbed my pain, and with her I no longer ached.
               I felt alive, but my life was dependant on her love. I did not want to lose her. I could not stand the thought. With her, I felt complete.
She was possessive, and full of jealousy. She said she didn’t trust me. The slightest things made her angry,She was a different person all together when she gets angry and her anger scared me…not because I was afraid of her, but because I was afraid of losing her.
I could not bear it, to not have her pleasure, to return to my state of starvation as I had been before.
                She feared that if I wandered too far from her grasp,She turned into a control freak,Always wanting to be a step ahead even when there was no where to go,out of fear that she would lose me to another,
She wanted me want her as much as she wanted me. I wanted me to need her as much as I needed me...
To love me as I loved her…unconditionally

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